Change.....it is my hope for the New Year. To create more, so sit still more, to read more, to do more fun things with the kids, to write more, to share more, to learn more, to give more.
No, I haven't dyed my hair green or had my eyes altered, but it is a visual example of the extreme change I want to create this coming year.
All throughout November, I kept seeing the words ‘Best Year Ever’ on everything....in magazines, on the street, in billboards and newspaper. I walked into my local thrift store and found this book.
It was just sitting there, like it was waiting for me.
So I've decided to take it as a signs.....as an opportunity to start anew.... to make this coming year the beginning of many 'Best Years Ever'. Though, I am not quite sure what that means, I am choosing to see it as the year to focus on doing what makes me HAPPY. I am hoping that with this in mind, I won’t let the day to day stuff weigh me down too much.
DREAM IT, PLAN IT, LIVE IT.
I am really enjoying this book. Simple and to-the-point.
When you think about it....life is too darn short. We are here for an unknown number of years and then THAT IS IT for this reality. Much of it is spent working for someone else, working a job we hate, going down a career path we don’t love, vegetating in front of the TV watching stuff that either scares and desensitizes us, so much time is spent on being afraid to feel, to act, to breathe, to inhale, to exhale, to do, to run, to jump off and land wherever, to simply BE.
If there is such a thing as emotional toxicity, that would be it.
I also started thinking about my work. The highs and lows of it. It isn't enough for me to do what I do....paint/sew/collage, sell it, keep it, or write an article about it, blah, blah, blah.
Yes, I take great satisfaction from creating, selling and sharing what I do. But the HIGH that comes from it only lasts so long......I have been feeling that there is something missing in the creation process. A greater purpose other than creating for myself and my sanity.

After much thought, I've decided to:
1. Create something everyday.
I'd like to finish all the projects I've started but haven't finished.
2. Sell my pieces on Ebay or Etsy.
3. Donate the sale of all my Wednesday pieces to an established charity.
I think THAT is the part that is missing for me. The giving,....is as important as the creating of it.
And lastly,
4. This is year, I would also like to start a Video Blog over on YouTube.
I would like to share tutorials, creative views and projects with you.
I would like to share more. Take complete ownership of this blog thing already. What is the point in having it if I neglect it. There are soOo many things I make that I never post.
That's the plan. Which is kinda what I've been doing just without the commitment. So now I have to stick to it.
If I mess up, I have no one to blame or fault....but myself. But at least I can say that I tried.
I will be teaching at a few art retreats this coming year....so I will have to figure out a way to do it while away. Hopefully by then I will have a lap top and a video camera and computer thingies to seamlessly accomplish this self imposed challenge. It will be a challenge, that's for sure, but it should be fun too.
So that's the plan.
I am ready to start 2008.
Happy Holidays. I wish you a lifetime of 'Best Year Ever'.